SO PROUD, SO, SO, PROUD!!! PART 2

 

This is part 2 of me being so proud of my relationship with God and his son Jesus. I left off with Jesus having shown up at the foot of my bed and me unable to get a nurse to bring me pain medicine from midnight to six am in the morning. After Christ told me I belonged where my kids lived instead of Washington DC making six figures, he also told me “Everything you lose for my namesake I will return it to you a hundred fold.” I had spinal fluid leaking in my spine prior to his appearance and after he left the spinal leak was gone. Now after such an encounter you would think I would have listened and came back to where my kids were living. Not me though, I left the hospital and went back to DC to my job. I lasted two weeks!!! Although the spinal leak was gone, but  with all the moving around I was doing my spine became unstable and I was bent over to the side unable to stand up straight. I was determined to do things my way and God was going to have it his way. It was no contest. I came back to Chesapeake to have my spine fused back together. I needed to be off for an extended period of time so I lost my job! Remember, I told Christ told me whatever I lost he would give it back to me a hundred fold. Even though I resisted Jesus kept his word even though I was initially disobedient, he saw past my faults and saw my need! I ended up getting long term disability and because of my position at work I ended up with the same amount of take home pay as I did when I was working. Once I learned to walk again, I started going to church, went through deacon training, became ordained and began my mission to serve God’s people to the best of my ability. I served God wherever he needed me. In the nursing homes, in the hospitals, in the courtrooms and at the jails. I prayed when asked, I gave communion when requested and I turned my legacy from one who liked the women and the women liked him to one who served God when and wherever I was needed. I owe it all to God laying me down on back. If not for back problems and that encounter with Christ I probably would have kept that job with a company that went out of business a year later with no disability to fall back on. Having health issues can be draining emotionally and sometimes the pain can be unbearable but I’ll get paid for the rest of my life tax-free, so there is a blessing in everything we go through. When life seems like it’s at its’ darkest look for that blessing become I’m telling you it’s there. I’m a living witness, I’ve been unable to work since 2001 and I was able to provide for my kids and now me and my wife can do what we want to do for the most part and I don’t have to worry about lay-offs and downsizing. I thank God for all these back surgeries, make sure you remember to thank him as well, regardless of your situation or circumstances.

May God Bless you and Heaven smile on you all!!!

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SO PROUD, SO, SO PROUD!!! PART 1

I’m so proud of the relationship I now have with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and his father God. As a kid I went to church every Sunday because my mother “The Troop” demanded I did. I was in every church play because my mother “The Troop” insisted I did and because I was always one of the better readers in my age group and beyond. I can remember being in my parents home town Quincy Fla every summer and going to church and flat out being filled with the Holy Spirit! I was so animated in church as a young boy that a pastor by the name of Rev Maxwell prophesized that I was either going to be a preacher or something in Gods Army! I was so excited by what he said, I scream and jumped and ran all around this church as an eight year old and it was real, I was not faking. Fast forward to my adult life and I’m not going to church on Sundays I was on the base playing ball! I didn’t read the bible nor did I have one. Then I my back goes out after many years of military and civilian damage. I have three surgery within two months and after the third surgery, I had spinal fluid leaking in my spine. The pain was like nothing I had ever experience. I was in excruciating pain and I remember ringing the buzzer for the nurse to come in. No nurse! I looked at the clock and it was midnight. I kept ringing the buzzer and got no answer! I’m in pain and pissed off but I can’t get out the bed! I’m tossing and turning, cussing and fussing, then I looked at the foot of my bed and there was Jesus!!! I’m bugging now, about to lose my mind! I close my eyes thinking I’m dreaming but when I opened my eyes he was still there and he said to me, you don’t belong in Washington DC, (You have to read The Ugly Side of Love to know why) you belong here with your kids and I was arguing with Jesus telling him about this job with MCI and the money I’m making and he said “Everything you give up for my namesake, I will give it back to you a hundred fold” No one came in my room from midnight to six am and when they scanned my back the leak was gone!!!……….Part Two To Come!!! Pics below shows you where God has brought me from!!! Thank you Lord!!!

 

SO PROUD, SO, SO, PROUD

I’m so proud of the man I’ve become. I’m proud of the husband that I am for my wife Sandra. I’m even prouder of the failures I’ve overcome to become this man!!! It was a process for me, I knew nothing about commitment and unconditional love. When I got to a certain age I started to care about the legacy I would leave for my kids in particular and my family in general. Loving a woman is not a physical thing, it’s an emotional, mental and spiritual process. I love my wife the way God has commanded us to. I love honor and respect my wife. I love honor and respect my children and my siblings. I’ve learned to humble myself and allow my wife to teach me things I don’t know, correct me when I’ m wrong without getting defensive. I’ve learned how to make my wife the most important person in my life so she can be at peace and spread her wings to be all that God wants her to be. Happy wife happy life. IJS!!! I’m proud that despite all the mistakes I’ve made, I’ve grown into a caring, giving, compassionate and God fearing man. What are you so, so, proud of!!!

So Proud, So, So, Proud!!!

I wanted you all to know that I’m so proud of myself as a writer. I’ve written a six part series of books. Three are published and a fourth is on the way. I’ve also written a six part screenplay that I hope you will be able to see in your living rooms in the next year or so. I’m proud that I’ve also written two more books. “The Ugly Side of Love” and Unforgiven Sins Heaven or hell which one will you choose” I’m proud that I’ve written a play, “Unforgiven Sins the Play” You know we live in a world that determines ones success by the amount of money one has, the number of awards one has been given. Or in my case as a writer its based on the number of books or screenplays you’ve sold or how many people attend your play. I’ve sold books not as many as some and more than others but that’s not the point! I’m proud because I started something and saw it to completion. I created a family out of my mind. None of it is true, its pure fiction at it’s finest. I actually tapped into my creative mind and with all the health issues I’ve endured and still am enduring. I decide to tell myself I’M PROUD!!!

 

REDEMPTION IS COMING BUT IS IT REALLY REDEMPTION OR SOMETHING ELSE???

Redemption is the act of redeeming or atoning for a fault or mistake. Deliverance from sin and guilt!!!

Will Lisa try to redeem herself after her explosive interaction with Nessa? Will Frances feel guilty after what she set in motion? Will Uncle Jordan accept the fact his daughter is in love with a former gangbanger? There is a love triangle with an explosive outcome!!!! Who will be delivered from Sin, Guilt or both??? These are some of the questions u were left with after reading “The Truth” Will Redemption provide you the answers to those questions??? 9/16/17 ur answers will be available!!! I have 8 error free copies left of “The Truth” that are autographed. Get yours before they run out. I will pay for postage!!!

#SENDTRUMPHOME!!!

IF CASE YOU DIDN’T KNOW DONALD TRUMP HAS NEVER HELD AN ELECTED OFFICE, HE HAS NO MILITARY EXPERIENCE, HE’S CRUDE, RUDE, DISRESPECTFUL AND OBNOXIOUS! THIS GUY IS SO CONFIDENT THAT WE WILL SIT ON OUR BEHINDS AND NOT VOTE THAT HE PUBLICLY REFERS TO WOMENS MENSTRUAL CYCLE ON NATIONAL TELEVISION, HE TELLS ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN THAT HE COULD COMMITT A CRIME AND NOT LOSE VOTES, TELLS FOLKS TO GO FUCK THEMSELVES AND ENCOURAGES HIS SUPPORTERS TO ATTACK THOSE WHO ATTENDED HIS RALLY IN SILENT PROTEST. DON’T YOU AS A CITIZEN FEEL DISRESPECTED AND INSULTED THAT WE ARE EVEN DISCUSSING THIS GUY AS POTUS. LET ME LEAVE YOU WITH A LITTLE SOMETHING TO PONDER! PART OF THE REASON SOME WHITES AND FEW BLACKS ARE SUPPORTING AND VOTING FOR TRUMP TO BE POTUS IS BECAUSE THEY FEEL THAT IF A BLACK MAN CAN ASCEND TO THAT OFFICE, IT MUST NOT MUCH OF AN OFFICE. HOW DARE YOU PEOPLE VOTE A BLACK MAN INTO THE OFFICE OF LINCOLN, EISENHOWER AND REAGAN! PRESIDENT OBAMA RAN AND WON TWICE AND SO INSTEAD OF RECGONIZING THIS GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT, CERTAIN FOLK DID EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO CAUSE HIM TO FAIL. WHEN HE DIDN’T FAIL DESPITE STRONG OPPOSITION FROM BOTH THE HOUSE AND THE SENATE, NOT TO MENTION A LITANY OF GOVERNORS THE NEXT BEST THING IN THEIR MIND TO DO IS TO WATER DOWN THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES. IF BARACK OBAMA CAN BE PRESIDENT THEN A GUY WHOSE FILED BANKRUPTCY FOUR TIMES, REFUSED TO PAY TAXES FOR  18 YEARS, NEVER HELD AN ELECTIVE OFFICE, NEVER SERVED HIS COUNTRY AND HAS ADMIITED TO GROPING AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF WOMEN CAN BE PRESIDENT!!! MY QUESTION TO YOU IS……. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT???

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PLEASE SEND TRUMP HOME

LISTEN FOLKS AFTER TODAY, THERE IS ONLY THREE DAYS LEFT BEFORE THE MOST IMPORTANT ELECTION IN RECENT HISTORY TAKES PLACE. I HOPE AND PRAY ENOUGH PEOPLE ARE NOT SWAYED BY THE BAIT AND SWITCH TACTICS TRUMP AND HIS CRONIES ARE USING (MORE CLINTON EMAIL TALK) TO TRY AND GET YOU TO NOT VOTE OR VOTE REPUBLICAN. THIS GUY IS NOT FIT TO HOLD THE HIGHEST OFFICE IN THE USA. PLEASE DONT BE FOOLED BY THE RETORIC THIS IDIOT IS SPREWING. IF OBAMA HAD SAID A MERE PORTION OF WHAT TRUMP HAS SAID OUT OF HIS MOUTH, CERTAIN PEOPLE WOULD HAVE DEMANDED HE BE TAKEN OFF THE TICKET IF HE HAD MADE IT AS THE NOMINEE. NOW SOMEONE WHO DISRESPECTS WOMEN, DISRESPECTS VETERANS, DISRESPECTS THOSE WITH DISABILITIES CLAIMS TO KNOW MORE THAN THE GENERALS, INCITES RIOTS AND ASSAULTS AGAINST THOSE WHO DISAGREE WITH HIM, HAS USED LOOP HOLES TO NOT PAY TAXES IS TRYING TO INTIMIDATE YOU INTO VOTING FOR HIM, DON’T LET HIM WIN!!! OUR COUNTRY IS ALREADY IN STATE OF INFLUX AND SEPARATION, IF DONALD TRUMP BECOMES PRESIDENT DON’T BE SURPRISE IF THIS COUNTRY TRIES TO REVERT BACK TO THE DAYS OF SEGREGATION, DISCRIMINATION AND SLAVERY. READ THE BOOK OF REVELATION BEFORE YOU VOTE ON TUESDAY AND TELL ME IF TRUMP SHOULD BE PRESIDENT. HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND, BE SAFE AND PLEASE SEND TRUMP BACK TO HIS …………

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MY THOUGHTS ON THE STATE OF AMERICA!!!

I’M CONSIDER MYSELF A WELL ROUNDED AND INTELLIGENT MAN, AFRICAN AMERICAN OR OTHER WISE! I’M TYPICALLY NOT ONE TO BLOG ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THAN MY BOOKS WHICH BY THE WAY ARE….(SHAMELESS PLUG) “A FAMILY IN CRISIS, THE STORY OF NESSA,” “SECRETS” AND THE “TRUTH” GET YOUR COPY ASAP, THEY REALLY ARE GREAT BOOKS!!! I’M WRITING TONIGHT TO SPEAK ABOUT THE STATE OF MY COUNTRY, OUR COUNTRY, THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. OUR COUNTRY IS SUPPOSE TO BE FOUNDED ON THE PRINCIPLES OF THE LAND OF THE FREE AND THE HOME OF THE BRAVE, AND THE LAND OF OPPORTUNITY. WELL I REALLY WONDER HOW MUCH OF THAT IS TRUE. IN THE LAND OF THE FREE, AFRICAN AMERICANS WERE NOT FREE BUT WERE TURNED INTO SLAVES FOR MORE THAN 250 YEARS, AFTER SLAVERY LEGALLY ENDED IN 1877 BLACKS WERE SUBJECTED TO LYNCHING, SEGRATION AND OTHER TYPES OF  NEGATIVE AND UNDERMINING TREATMENT. FAST-FORWARD TO 2008 AND JUST WHEN I THINK MY COUNTRY HAS FINALLY GOTTEN ITS’ ACT TOGETHER AFTER ELECTING ITS’ FIRST AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT! QUITE HONESTLY AFTER PRESIDENT OBAMA TOOK OFFICE RACISM SHOWED US IT WAS ALIVE AND IN FULL EFFECT. THE BLATANT DISRESPECT SHOWN TO OUR PRESIDENT WAS SOMETHING BEYOND ANYTHING I EVER THOUGTH MY COUNTYR WAS CAPABLE OF. OUR PRESIDENT HAS BEEN VERBALLY DISRESPECTED BY MULITPLE MEMBERS OF THE HOUSE AND SENATE AS WELL AS A MEMBER OF THE SUPREME COURT. THEY’VE DISRESPECTED HIS WIFE AND KIDS FOR NO OTHER REASON EXCEPT THEIR BLACK. IF THAT WASN’T HORRIBLE ENOUGH THEN WE’VE HAD ONE AFRICAN AMERICAN MALE AFTER ANOTHER GUNNED DOWN BY WHITE COPS, AND AFTER THAT WE HAD MULTIPLE INSTANCES OF AFRICAN AMERICAN FEMALES DYING IN POLICE CUSTODY. MY WIFE AND I WERE HAVING A CONVERSATION AND SHE MENTIONED THAT SHE WONDERED IF SOME WHITE HATE GROUP HAD SOMEHOW INFILTRATED THE POLICE FORCE AND I CANT HELP BUT WONDER IF THAT’S WHAT HAS HAPPENED. MAYBE THEY’VE ALSO INFILTRATED OTHER PARTS OF OUR JUDICIAL SYSTEM SINCE EVERYTIME AN AFRICAN AMERICAN IS KILLED THE PERPETRATORS ARE EITHER NOT INDICTED OR ARE FOUND INNOCENT!!!

I GOT ALOT MORE… THIS IS IT FOR TONIGHT

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My Meet and Greet

To the folks that was willing to take time out of their busy lives to come and be a part of my Meet and Greet, it is with sadness and deep regret that I have to tell you that the Meet and Greet will have to be postpone due to health issues. I found out my spine is swollen and I have to stay off my feet until the swelling is gone! I want u to know I truly appreciate each and everyone who planned on attending and I’m deeply sorry if I messed ur plans off. I hope this postponement won’t interfere with ur plans to purchase The Truth or the other books. I have them in my possession and my wife Sandra, or my sister-in laws La’Tonia Pannell-Brown and Cynthia Pannell will have books for anyone in Englewood that wants the books and my sister Anita Dasher will have the books for anyone in the Newark area that wants to purchase any of the three books! that’s Nessa, Secrets and The Truth! Again I’m truly and I hope once I’m healthy u will consider joining us again! God bless you all!

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My Meet and Greet

To the folks that was willing to take time out of their busy lives to come and be a part of my Meet and Greet, it is with sadness and deep regret that I have to tell you that the Meet and Greet will have to be postpone due to health issues. I found out my spine is swollen and I have to stay off my feet until the swelling is gone! I want u to know I truly appreciate each and everyone who planned on attending and I’m deeply sorry if I messed ur plans off. I hope this postponement won’t interfere with ur plans to purchase The Truth or the other books. I have them in my possession and my wife Sandra, or my sister-in laws La’Tonia Pannell-Brown and Cynthia Pannell will have books for anyone in Englewood that wants the books and my sister Anita Dasher will have the books for anyone in the Newark area that wants to purchase any of the three books! that’s Nessa, Secrets and The Truth! Again I’m truly and I hope once I’m healthy u will consider joining us again! God bless you all!

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